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[ferociousfuckingnerd]

[A place to text Mori if need be go]

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Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

Well I'm your hero. The truth about what, exactly?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[sits up, considering]

Do you think it's worth saving someone who's already gone?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

[...Leans forward]

Gone how, exactly?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

How? Many ways!

Dead!

. . .dead set on their goal, that is!

But also literally dead.

But also gone in the sense, well, no one can really understand them, y'know?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

[this is heavy]

...If we were back home, I'd say that's a grief you need to learn to move on from.

But we're not back home. We're playing by different rules, and that means we have different limitations. I think it would be foolish to let ourselves be constrained by what we previously knew without exploring our possibilities here.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[light laugh]

So basically, you have hope.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

Hope is one word for it, but hoping can only get you so far. I like determination better? Going out there and grabbing it and twisting the shape of what everyone else tells you should be. There are some things that, even if they seem impossible, you have to do anyway.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[tilts his head at that]

. . .that's a surprisingly grounded way of looking at it.

Well, let me ask you this: if that same person you're determined to save just bring misery where ever they go, would you still put in the effort?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

That sounds like a person whose heart needs saving more than their life.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[cracks up]

Jeeze, that's the sappy sentimental hero stuff I expected, but it's still so weird to hear!

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

[Reaches over and aggressively ruffles his hair]

You wanted corny! Deal with the honest corn!

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[!!! friend ruffle?? mori is okay?? beams at that]

It's a-maize-ing corny!

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

[HE'S WORKING HIS WAY UP WITH TOUCHING AGAIN]

That was terrible. Now I'm in misery.

Maizery.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[strong boy. a light snicker]

I had to show you a kernel of despair after that corn.

. . .huuuh. I see Mori-chan's especially determined.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

...Well. I don't want to look back and not have done everything I could.

[He didn't do everything for Eri and he can't stop thinking about it and regretting it why couldn't he do more everyone told him he couldn't but what if he could have-- no focus]

I know there are people in the world that only bring misery, and revel in that, and refuse to change their ways. Some people don't want to be saved. And if I'm being completely honest? Some people are too far gone. I'm not about to put my hopes in someone like Muscular, or God.

But most people aren't like that. And even someone who brings misery can still want to make their friends smile. That's someone worth trying for.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[hums at that, then just instinctively latches on to a distraction]

Who's Muscular?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

A villain from my world. I beat him, but during the fight he was laughing about torturing and killing me and this little boy, Kouta-kun. Nasty guy.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

Yeesh. That's definitely a low class villain. I guess it makes sense heroes have to fight villains like that.

. . .

What would you have done if he were here? And someone were like, oh nooo, spare him, because I like him, specifically?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

Ehhh... It's hard to say exactly without experiencing something like that. I can't exactly lock him up here, and maybe with amnesia he'd turn out different. I'd still want to keep an eye on him, I can do that without attacking anyone. But if he started trying to gleefully beat people to death, I'm going to stop him.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

Mmm, that's a fair answer, I think.

Well, if I ever decided to be a real villain, you'd stop me, right? Even if Silver and B told you not to?

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

...Yeah, I would.

But I'm not worried about that with you.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

[grins at that]

Of course you aren't. You're a good friend, Mori-chan. And not as blinded as the others.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

I wouldn't say Be-kun and Silver-kun are blinded.

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[neigh_sayer]

Well of course you wouldn't, cuz like I said, you're a good friend.

You're kind, but not as quite as forgiving of me as Silver is. That's why I wanted to talk to you.



Also because I currently think Silver is a giant dead rat and my brain is trying to trick me into necrophilia, but that isn't happening!

Re: [day 24??? FORWARD DATED TO AFTER GAME OR SOMETHING]

[ferociousfuckingnerd]

........Excuse me what.