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[grins at that]

Of course you aren't. You're a good friend, Mori-chan. And not as blinded as the others.

I wouldn't say Be-kun and Silver-kun are blinded.

Well of course you wouldn't, cuz like I said, you're a good friend.

You're kind, but not as quite as forgiving of me as Silver is. That's why I wanted to talk to you.

Also because I currently think Silver is a giant dead rat and my brain is trying to trick me into necrophilia, but that isn't happening!

........Excuse me what.

Long story, but the short end is I pissed off someone with memory powers so now all my memories of Silver are like that.

Anyway, you probably picked up on it, but I'm super dead. I figured I should let you know.

I was picking up on that and this is so much to throw at me. I am going to remember all of this for later but this is a Pseudean Falsification thing right. What did you do to warrant this?? We're getting it fixed right now.

[waves his hand casually]

Don't get so worked up. I had Jay test this on me before with God and he replaced her with a dumb tree in my head for a couple months, so I know how this works, and I know what's fake. It's just been weird to think of my boyfriend as a giant decomposing rat for a few days, but you'd be surprised what you can get used to.

I was gonna ask someone to fix it later, so no big deal. As for what I did. . .well, you know how it goes. But this time I kinda wonder if it's deserved. Like, maybe Silver should find someone who isn't okay with him being a giant rat, or someone who's not dead or gonna become a god, and can live out their domestic dreams. It's really dumb.

[Puts his hands on C's shoulder]

Yes. That is dumb. Silver-kun loves you, and you love him, so instead of talking about how he deserves better be better. Be better right now by getting your memories fixed. I'm calling Hardcore.

[slumps]

I will, I'm going to. Just don't tell Hardcore, okay? Plus, Silver--the real Silver, is gonna be pissed I didn't tell him. It's been like this since that dumb emotion sharing game.

. . .

Do you want to tell him before you get it fixed?

The plan was moreso never tell him ever and then by the time someone let it slip it would have been so far in the past it would be silly for him to get mad about.

Don't do that.

Mori-chaaaaaan.

I know you're right but it sucks.

You came to me knowing I am an honest righteous boy who would force you to do the right thing. You asked for this.

And you know it will suck a lot less than if you don't talk to him.

I feel like I'm going to break out in a rash from all that righteous honesty, UGH.

How are you so good!

If you thought that was bad you better brace yourself for the honesty I'm going to drop on you next.

[Takes C's face in his hands which is probably TOO INTIMATE TOUCHING but damn it he needs the boy to look him in the eye]

You deserve the love you've earned. You deserve Silver-kun's love. And if you've messed up badly, which I know you're capable of, and have a suspicion of just who it could be about, then after you apologise it's up to Silver-kun to decide if what you did is deserved or not, and how you'll make up for it.

He wants you, CB-kun. Newly discovered necrophiliac furry kink or not.

[JEEZUS

on the plus side c is too far into despair brain to be turned on but on the other hand THIS IS INTENSE HERO TRUTH HOW COULD HE NOT HAVE FORSEEN THIS

just speechless for a bit before--]

It's not a kink, wow!!

Edited 2020-05-20 20:02 (UTC)