...Well. I don't want to look back and not have done everything I could.
[He didn't do everything for Eri and he can't stop thinking about it and regretting it why couldn't he do more everyone told him he couldn't but what if he could have-- no focus]
I know there are people in the world that only bring misery, and revel in that, and refuse to change their ways. Some people don't want to be saved. And if I'm being completely honest? Some people are too far gone. I'm not about to put my hopes in someone like Muscular, or God.
But most people aren't like that. And even someone who brings misery can still want to make their friends smile. That's someone worth trying for.
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Ehhh... It's hard to say exactly without experiencing something like that. I can't exactly lock him up here, and maybe with amnesia he'd turn out different. I'd still want to keep an eye on him, I can do that without attacking anyone. But if he started trying to gleefully beat people to death, I'm going to stop him.
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I was picking up on that and this is so much to throw at me. I am going to remember all of this for later but this is a Pseudean Falsification thing right. What did you do to warrant this?? We're getting it fixed right now.
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Don't get so worked up. I had Jay test this on me before with God and he replaced her with a dumb tree in my head for a couple months, so I know how this works, and I know what's fake. It's just been weird to think of my boyfriend as a giant decomposing rat for a few days, but you'd be surprised what you can get used to.
I was gonna ask someone to fix it later, so no big deal. As for what I did. . .well, you know how it goes. But this time I kinda wonder if it's deserved. Like, maybe Silver should find someone who isn't okay with him being a giant rat, or someone who's not dead or gonna become a god, and can live out their domestic dreams. It's really dumb.
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Yes. That is dumb. Silver-kun loves you, and you love him, so instead of talking about how he deserves better be better. Be better right now by getting your memories fixed. I'm calling Hardcore.
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I will, I'm going to. Just don't tell Hardcore, okay? Plus, Silver--the real Silver, is gonna be pissed I didn't tell him. It's been like this since that dumb emotion sharing game.
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The plan was moreso never tell him ever and then by the time someone let it slip it would have been so far in the past it would be silly for him to get mad about.
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You wanted corny! Deal with the honest corn!
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It's a-maize-ing corny!
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That was terrible. Now I'm in misery.
Maizery.
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I had to show you a kernel of despair after that corn.
. . .huuuh. I see Mori-chan's especially determined.
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[He didn't do everything for Eri and he can't stop thinking about it and regretting it why couldn't he do more everyone told him he couldn't but what if he could have-- no focus]
I know there are people in the world that only bring misery, and revel in that, and refuse to change their ways. Some people don't want to be saved. And if I'm being completely honest? Some people are too far gone. I'm not about to put my hopes in someone like Muscular, or God.
But most people aren't like that. And even someone who brings misery can still want to make their friends smile. That's someone worth trying for.
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Who's Muscular?
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. . .
What would you have done if he were here? And someone were like, oh nooo, spare him, because I like him, specifically?
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Well, if I ever decided to be a real villain, you'd stop me, right? Even if Silver and B told you not to?
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But I'm not worried about that with you.
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Of course you aren't. You're a good friend, Mori-chan. And not as blinded as the others.
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You're kind, but not as quite as forgiving of me as Silver is. That's why I wanted to talk to you.
Also because I currently think Silver is a giant dead rat and my brain is trying to trick me into necrophilia, but that isn't happening!
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Anyway, you probably picked up on it, but I'm super dead. I figured I should let you know.
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Don't get so worked up. I had Jay test this on me before with God and he replaced her with a dumb tree in my head for a couple months, so I know how this works, and I know what's fake. It's just been weird to think of my boyfriend as a giant decomposing rat for a few days, but you'd be surprised what you can get used to.
I was gonna ask someone to fix it later, so no big deal. As for what I did. . .well, you know how it goes. But this time I kinda wonder if it's deserved. Like, maybe Silver should find someone who isn't okay with him being a giant rat, or someone who's not dead or gonna become a god, and can live out their domestic dreams. It's really dumb.
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Yes. That is dumb. Silver-kun loves you, and you love him, so instead of talking about how he deserves better be better. Be better right now by getting your memories fixed. I'm calling Hardcore.
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I will, I'm going to. Just don't tell Hardcore, okay? Plus, Silver--the real Silver, is gonna be pissed I didn't tell him. It's been like this since that dumb emotion sharing game.
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Do you want to tell him before you get it fixed?
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I know you're right but it sucks.
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And you know it will suck a lot less than if you don't talk to him.
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