ferociousfuckingnerd | Imeeji IC contact

Yes, yes, as bizarre as that is. But lemme finish!

So, so! That hurt! And at that moment I thought, is this what I've been doing to Mori-chan the whole time? Meddling with you and B, dragging you along to piss off the audience, egging Silver on about you. I know you said I'm not like your trashy friend--and he's tooootally your friend, I saw those memories--but what kind of friend am I if I keep letting you lie to yourself about how much I hurt you?

Jeeze, I never even apologized for our first fight, and you never even brought it up again. How stupid nice can you be?

. . .

No, he's not my friend. He hasn't been for a long time, but we did talk about things here and we're both going to try to do better.

I don't need you to apologise. That whole ridiculous kidnapping live was because you felt bad and wanted to make it right. And maybe you didn't outright say you were sorry, but you admitted your fault, and have been working hard not to upset me like that again. I've noticed your efforts, CB-kun.

Would it make you feel better to apologise?

[plush flail!!]

Don't you get it? It's not about me feeling better, it's about you. Even now, I'm in the way of something really precious you could have, and you're totally oblivious. I'm not gonna ruin anything else for you.

So...tell me what you want. And don't make a face like you did yesterday, that was the worst thing I've ever seen.

[Slams a hand on the desk next to plush C, you're too small for a proper kabedon but this works.]

You aren't in the way of anything! Whatever precious thing you think you've taken from me, I don't need it. I don't need anything more from you or Silver-kun or Be-kun or anyone, you're my friends and I'm happy with all of you just being here. I have what I want, I want you to be my friend and I want to have fun playing around with you, and I'm just going to need to take some time to get over you so just don't jump on me for now and we'll be fine.

And that face was because we were on camera! Don't expect me to say stuff like this in a live.