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. . .

[Gosh, would be a shame if he

Ruined this friendship moment.

Golly]

Everything I've got. . .?

[...?]

You’re never one to hold back, are you?

That might have been a lie.

You say you're happy to be troubled by me? No way that's true.

Isn’t it? But I don’t think you’d do anything to trouble me that would actually hurt me. You still keep apologising for trouble that happened in the past though, don’t you? As if we haven’t moved past that. Comparing yourself to Kacchan, as if he ever did anything to try to help me like you have.

You wouldn’t trouble me because you want to hurt me, or put me down, or want me gone. You don’t trouble me to try and crush me so much I’ll never even look the same direction as you, or laugh and tell me to go kill myself so I don’t trouble you.

You’re my friend. If you trouble me, it’s not out of malice. You’ll have a reason, and it’s not because you want to hurt me. I know that well. So no. It’s not a lie.

[How could you kill him in one shot, wow

JUST STARES AT]

[Shuffles through halls to nudge him lightly]

I’m not going to pretend everything will also be easy and rosy and we’ll never argue or have problems. But at some point, you’re going to have to accept that I trust you.

[conceal don't feel cuz he's cracking

TACKLES HIM]

Wah - CB-kun!

[Falls back into the pit]

[into the balls!!

Leaning to whisper in his ear]

You're not gonna want to play with me anymore.

[Hands automatically go to C’s shoulders to keep him steady]

...And why’s that?

I'm dating Duality.

[Hands immediately OFF his shoulders]

...Is that what that was about??

Yeppers! Wait--what "that?"

[Lightly]

You wanting me to induct him into roleplay. What a way to break it to me, CB-kun.

Ooooh, that. No, no, I had another, unrelated motive.

Anyway, it's a lie. I'm not dating Duality.

Yeah? Who are you really dating?

Ya got me.

It's Silver.

[Unfortunately the lying means Mori is not sure whether to take this seriously or not.]

Oh, really? You two would make a great couple, congratulations.

[this is a mess]

Well of course we do, but jeeze, that's your reaction? I knew you weren't THAT into me but I was expecting some kind of dumb face! I should have said I'm dating Mars or something.

-Ah, was that one really the truth?

Obviously.

...Oh.

[He doesn’t make a dumb face. His expression turns carefully blank.

C and Silver. It makes sense. He was kidding earlier, but they would work well together, wouldn’t they?

Mori resolves not to cry this time. It’s just a small heartbreak. He shouldn’t make C feel so guilty over something that was only ever a game, right? He remembers how upset B was when he told him about him and Gold, he can’t make another friend feel that way. They were only ever games, sure it had been fun, sure C had been cute, sure it had made him happy. But there was nothing to get worked up about, over a few videos. That can’t compete with a real bond like has with Silver. Like B has with Gold. Mori has always known, even if he’s friends with them all, the connection of twins and tinies isn’t one he can reach. He’d always been fine with that before.

So it’s fine.

He’s fine.

He never needed anything like this in the first place. It’s enough just being their friend.

It’s fine.]

[He doesn’t try to fake a smile, that’s too much, but he won’t cry]

In that case, exactly what I just said without the sarcasm. Congratulations.

Ah, but you really don’t have to worry. Those vids were... I get it, CB-kun. We can still play together other ways, don’t panic so much.

[meawhile, internal screaming at such a reasonable response, because wow, he doesn't deserve that?

CLEARLY HE NEEDS TO LIGHT MORE ON FIRE]

I'm not panicking. Aren't you tired of people using you?

[He! Won't! Cry!]

You aren't using me!

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