Seems like it doesn't fucking matter because it fucking hurts seeing people fucked up regardless of if I'm with them or not.

But ...

I don't think I can handle it. Right now we just like each other, right? But — if I fall in love, and then something happens, and I can't do anything about it ...

Maybe they just fucking take you away.

Or maybe they use us being into each other against us.

I don't know ... how to handle that shit at all. So that's why I can't.